Saved Thoughts

1) I am enthusiastic when having a conversation with this one guy. I got no romantic feelings for him I suppose. It's just I am excited to exchange talks with him at every given chance. Sense of humor always matter. Welcome to my life best friend potential.

2) Yesterday, there were 4 people (2 clients, 2 workers) who have notice that I lost weight. As usual I told them wala na kong makain. Haha. I wonder how slim I've been. Parang feeling ko hindi naman ako chubby dati. Haha

3) I chose to preserve the friendship so I had to sign off for a while. Clinginess kills. Haha. Mistake once made is okay, twice is unacceptable. Hihi

Sunday Night

1. Added a new good friend in my list.

2. I wish you say good night.

3. Monday blues. Trabaho ne nemen.

Random Midnight

1) EDM Overload. Zedd x Neverland this August. Alesso x The Palace Pool Club. Waiting for Love by Avicii on repeat. A must be excited.

2) I've been seeing my favorite lawyer for two consecutive days in the same hallway. Tapos nakita ni Mam magkasunod kami pumasok sa office. "Tapos na office hours Mam. Nagkita lang kami saglit sa labas." Haha. 

3) That moment when it is raining hard with cold wind and creepy sound. Tapos mag isa ka lang sa bahay. Tapos di ka makatulog kasi nakatulog ka sa byahe. Hayayay.

The Breakup Playlist

Apparently, I am being emotional when Sarah G.discusses her break up playlist in GGV. I end up listening to The Scientist on a rainy Sunday night wondering kung may pasok ba bukas. Nyahaha. Nakakaiyak di ba. Hehe so here's my version of The Breakup Playlist. Makikiuso lang.

1. The Scientist by Coldplay

2. Breakeven by The Script

3. Fix You by Coldplay

4. All Too Well by Taylor Swift

5. Photograph by Ed Sheeran

6. Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

7. Last Kiss by Taylor Swift

8. Beautiful Goodbye by Maroon 5

9. Masaya by Bamboo

10. Kundiman by Silent Sanctuary

11. Broken Strings by James Morrison

12. All of the Stars by Ed Sheeran

13. Lost Stars by Adam Levine

Welcome July Thoughts

1. Every time friends talk to me about their couple problems, I feel glad that I am single. Appreciated not being in a relationship when I hear bf/gf rants, fights and stuff. Less drama. Hehe. I can give sound advices though.

2. When friends talk about happy love life, I am pleased to listen. I am enthusiastic when I hear about real life love stories. 

3. I like it when the new people I meet decided to call me Jes/Jez even though I introduce myself as Jessa. I wasn't really a fan of my first name. Nyehe. Palagi nalang silang may follow up question na, Zaragosa? Nyaha.

4. July is a good start when I finally had the peace of mind I wanted. Couldn't be more thankful for that. :-)

5. Magkasabay na naman kami mag church kanina ni conyo boy. Wala na naman pansinan. Nubeyen.

6. I agree to what my guy friend said the other day - "girls tend to have deadlines." So yah. I remember back when I was teenager that I plan to get married at 25. Hehe. Now that I'm 25, I had to change goals. Singapore at 25. Car at 26. Condo at 27. Yes please!

Half Time

So half of 2015 just ended. I am reposting Twentyfourteen blog entry and putting remarks on how my first half have been. 

The year that was has been incredibly good to me. It may not be the best yet but there are lots of things I am thankful for and amazing stories that are for the books. Despite the family problems encountered, work stress and pressure, and heartbreak, 2014 was filled with happy memories.

The half year that was has been incredibly good to me. It may not be the best yet but there are lots of things I am thankful for and amazing stories that are for the books. Despite the family problems encountered, work stress and pressure!!!, and heartbreak!!!!!!!, half year of 2015 was filled with happy memories.

Highlights:

Self
24th Birthday - I was able to spend it with my officemate friend/kabirthday in a day of kaartehan (and katakawan). We'll be spending it together again this year as I celebrate my welcome to quarter life age. - Same same. With more fun and mature talks. Hihi coz ang tanda ko na.
100happydays - I completed the challenge and found out that I am a mababaw fangirl. Most of my entries are about Taylor, Nikay, TFIOS, and Adam Levine.- I tried while coping up to heartbreak. Hihi. Emo na naman, na naman. May naalala ulit ako sa 100 days, mixed nga lang. 100happy/unhappy days from Feb.12. Haha. Lech. Then ayon, fangirl pa din ako. :)

I had a struggle with my spiritual life and I'm glad I am back on track. - Glad that I'm still on track. Thank you Jesus!

Family
A deeper relationship with my parents. - Doing good! :)
Family day outs and gatherings. - Rare than last year. 

Books, Movies, and Music
TFIOS and Paper Towns by John Green, Everyday by David Levithan, The Timekeeper by Mitch Albom were my 2014 favorite books.
Still enjoying young adult reads. The Alchemist was nice. Ganun pa din trip ko, sabay sabay uumpisahan yung books. Tagalog, English, love story, comedy, about life. 
Divergent, TFIOS, She's Dating the Gangster, Begin Again, and Mockingjay were my 2014 favorite movies.
Sa Crazy,Beautiful,You lang ata ako natuwa. Nag Avengers ako, haha change genre. Tsaka yung favorite ko talaga, Fast and the Furious. Haha. Lech. Looking forward to Paper Towns and Mockingjay 2.
T.S.1989, Maroon 5's V, The 1975, EDM (Avicii, Alesso, Armin) were my 2014 favorite music.
Always always Taylor Swift and Maroon 5 fan. Then Sheeran. And Spotify Top 100. 

Fangirl
The Pats is still my favorite celebrity couple.
I SAW THE PATS IN FLESH!!! AND I TALKED TO PATTY!!!
RED TOUR MANILA
Waiting for 1989 World Tour here.
Being invited to visit an idol's home.
Hoping for a wedding invite too. Hihi
Nikay's happy career and love life.
Happiest for Nikay!
Bianca G., Mitch Albom, Lang Leav, and Jennifer Smith books and signing event.
Got my Paano ba 'to book signed. :) Waiting for George R.R.Martin and John Green to visit Ph. 

Ending of HIMYM.
I miss.
AND THE GREATEST SERIES ADDICTION - GAME OF THRONES!!!

Friendship
I'm glad to have a solid friendship at workplace. We've actually made Monday as session day which is actually tsismisan day.
Same same. I love my girlashes.
CCD Nighouts.
Nagswimming kami. Happy naman.
SFC reunion with the kids.
College reunions. And high school. Good times.

Job
3 years of love-hate relationship with CCD. I am appreciating the job as I stay longer especially that I am now the ate in the group.
4 years. Struggle. May petiks days din naman. Masaya pa din naman. Gulo gulo. Okay pa din naman. Labo.
Batangas company summit.
Waiting for sched. Been hearing we'll be Baguio bound. My gulay.
All BestPartyEver events.
No more. Huhu.

Love
I was able to open up about my ex boyfriend.
I can say I have moved on when I found out that he was already a father.
Nakipagchat na naman sya saken. Hanep.
I fell in love with a 17 year old mature guy who told me that I am immature.
Moved on! :)

Tapos may nakachat na naman ako. Tapos nainlove ako. Tapos umamin ng feelings. Tapos nabigo. Tapos back to start. Buti nalang mabilis din ako mag move on. 

Back to...

The continuous search for the ideal jowa.
Yah. Paul Soriano dreams.


Random
I lost my iPhone.
Gusto ko na ng bagong iPhone. Pero nakakaproud kasi natiis ko for 1 year na hindi magpalit ng phone. 
Papa on hospital at New Year. Tita M's first hospital experience.
Nagkasakit na naman si Papa ng matagal. Thank God he feels better now.
2015 concert ticket purchases. Woohoo!
The 1975, Ed Sheeran, One Direction, The Script, Owl City. Penge pera.
Looking forward to Ariana Grande, Imagine Dragons, Zedd, Sheppard, Echosmith, Maroon 5.

Earlier today, I saw in instagram that Bianca Gonzalez always make a theme for the year. She mentioned that she had #Fearless2013 , #StepAhead2014 and #Build2015 as mantra for the said years. I decided to make one for myself and I chose #BraveandBright2015. This year I will make brave decisions and brighter outlook may it be in career, personal life, and love. On my list are learning to cook/bake, try a sport, healthier lifestyle, business venture, save money, travel and many more new activities in between. Happy 2015 everyone! 

Have not tried cooking or baking. 
Been running in treadmill. Haha
Wala pa din atang pag asa ang business ko.
Saved money. For concert. Haha. Patay tayo jan.
Traveled. Been to places. Infairness kay Rx, salamat kasi naengganyo ako maglakwatsa.
Tried things for the first time.

Been brave and bright naman this 2015. Hihi. Let's make the second half braver and brighter. Lezdothis Jessa Maye!