Long Live: November 2015

Monday, November 30, 2015

how.

i know what
i know when
i know why
i just don't know how. :(

i wanted to sleep to temporarily forget all the pain.
hoping that when i wake up, my mind will be at ease, at peace.

this is all wrong.
every thing ain't right.
this is such a hopeless situation.

when will i ever learn.
someone save me.

i wish i had a best friend.

Friday, November 27, 2015

#BJxNikki2015

#BJxNikki2015

BJ and Nikki Pre Nup

Poetry by Pablo Neruda recorded by Diana Love, Sonnet XVII

#KnottingGil

BJ and Nikki SDE - Pat Dy

Music by Imaginary Future, Forever On Your Side

#AllGoodThings

BJ and Nikki SDE - Jason Magbanua

Music by Johnoy Danao, Right Time

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Thought

...of you.

Miss na miss na kita. Gusto ko lang ipost para pag binalikan ko, sana hindi na kita namimiss. Tapos bigla kitang mamimiss. Haha. Labo. Kbye.

Written at Renoir 7th floor.

Monday, November 9, 2015

On point

Exactly my thoughts. Deymn feels!

If we're "talking", I need to know that we are. If you only want friendship, tell me so I can treat you like a friend. If you're talking to other people, let me know so I don't cut off certain people. You're only talking to me? Let me know. You like me? Tell me. You don't feel like anything will come of "us"? Tell me, so we can stop talking. I don't want to sit around and catch feelings for someone that's gonna leave hanging in the long run.

Exactly my point. The punctuations location are so wrong that I had to rewrite the paragraph.

Feeling mo emo na naman. Haha

Saturday, November 7, 2015

Weekender

Weekender has always been a big deal for me. As much as possible, my Friday and Saturday should be a lakwatsa day, may it be alone or with friends. Fridays are usually spent with officemate friends over dinner. Saturdays are impromptu most of the time. I decide hang outs during Saturday lunch time after work. I try reaching out friends from everywhere to join me in my short noticed whereabouts. I frequently end up solo. Haha huhu. Every Saturday, you can see me around the malls going window shopping, movie watching, resto hopping. My digital perm is a product of "wala akong magawa on a Saturday." I have also tried spending weekends at book signing events, ocean park, and at science exhibit tour. Today, I kidnapped Jinky since she have no date and we went to Ayala because YOLO. Ano daw?! We met up in SM Makati and I am about to back out when I saw that we are wearing the same blouse. Haha. Couple shirt shit. Arte! Haha.

We were supposed to eat in Banapple but our buchet (as Jinky would say ✌️) is limited. We end up having late lunch in Pizza Hut and it was worth it. It was just we were seated beside each other in a half circle couch meant for magjowa! Arte ulit. Haha.

We then go to bookstore to book hunt and window shop for clothes, shoes, accessories. Girl thang!

happy place!!!

bride to be :)

mantra

only those who watched me, earl, and the dying girl will understand

christmas vibe

mirror selfie of the twins

I found a nice floor in Made in Candy so it's a #shoeselfie and #ihavethisthingwithfloors photo opportunity. Hihi.

And this cuuuuute wall!!! From Roy&Biv

#ihavethisthingwithwalls

We thought of going to BGC and I almost said go! Thankful I said no. Ain't ready yet for surprise/unexpected people to see. Blind item. Hoho.

We decided to go to Greenbelt and while strolling, Jinky was invited to try a hair iron. Funny that she knew the girl who sells that item.

She got curled and I had the naughty idea of pranking Jaymee and Mariz. We've been encouraging Jinky to try the digital perm and until now she have not decided. I then send a photo of her to our group chat and the rest of the story below.

They then join us in our Greenbelt getaway. I found a nice lighting fixture in Ayala Museum Cafe and of course took a photo for ig purposes. I realized I've been adoring lamps lately.