Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Untitled

Dearest,

Someone told me an unexpected news today. It was about a young man, it was about the guy I admire. It was about you. I was emotionless. I hardly reacted because I don't know what should be the most appropriate feeling. Am I supposed to feel sad, or jealous, or hurt? At the end of the day, I realize it wasn't about my feelings, it was all about you.

You're 21, young, free-spirited, imaginative, talented. Yet you are confused with what you like, with what you have, with the world. I surely know that what happened was a thing you didn't expected. I'm happy that you bravely accepted it though.

You are in my thoughts tonight.

You are journeying a good path as you follow the lead. But you decided to make your own way that turned out to be the wrong route. It was not a dead end but there's no u-turn. Walk still. You cannot go back but your mistakes can help you in finding the right way.

You seem to be academically intelligent but why did you waste the opportunity? I actually hate you for that. I hope you can share your arguments with me so I can understand you.

Your youth shall be rejoiced but you put a period. In the next days, there will be a responsibility that shall be greater than your love for oneself.

I don't know what your family felt and how did they reacted but after all I certainly know that the little one will bring joy to them.

Your love songs will then be lullabies.

Listen to your parents, young man, they surely know best.

You are lucky to have end up with your one great love. Take care of her and the infant she bears.

Happiness for you, S. :)

*please correct my grammar,i'm wide awake at 1am,late na naman ako bukas*

Saturday, November 2, 2013

Lost

I am lost for words and creativity and sense. Sarry.
Yes, I am lost. Meh!

I found you cute the first time I saw you
But it was not enough for me to like you
Yet tonight I felt a spark
As you were beside me in the dark.

(Ano ba ang gusto mo, lalake o babae? E kaso mukang lalake naman ang gusto mo)

I am glad to see you last 24th and 31st
You talk smart and I won't bother listening all day
Your humor is as usual adorable
I still hope we can be friends.

I am very sure that I am over you
I stopped anticipating any word from you
Until an unexpected message came
It got me confused again.