Aftermath

Highlights for today.

0526

The day after sick leave.

Head: Ano, okay ka na?

Me: Yes Mam.

H: Ano nangyari sayo?

M: Stress ako Mam.

H: Nakakastress talaga ang love life.

Ah eh?! Nafeel mo ba ko Mam? Sabi ko lang may fever ako e. Nyaha.

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Today, I choose happiness. Para sayo, para sakin, para sa buong mundo at kabilang mundo. Haha

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Nakita ko si Atty. My pampagood vibes. Binigyan na ko ng basbas ni Mam. "O Jessa,pag may legal concern tayo, ikaw na makipagusap kay Atty, ibigay ko sayo number nya" Yiheee!

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Buti pa kami ng Vista, ilang beses na nagaanniversary.

Buti pa ang payroll may pagibig.

Buti pa ang elevator, may gf.

#hugot101

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Unanswered questions are meant to be answered for us to find closure. More than myself, I am more concerned with the need of a friend who is feeling the same way. Sobrang babaw ng drama ko compared sa kanya. We badly wanted to help her get over with her situation.

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As for me, I am thankful for my friends for keeping me company. It always feel nice when you know you got friends you can confide to, who will listen to you, and do not tolerate your unworthy thoughts. 

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Okay na din yung limited access ko to stalk you. Major turn point yung unmatch,  unfollow, block. Super nakatulong para marealize ko yung kabaliwan ko. Sana tuloy tuloy na ang moving on so I can regain myself. Masaya naman ako nung single ako, nagkataon lang na dumating ka to entertain me and to give me attention. Ang hirap lang magbago na naman ng routine. Feeling ko dapat tanga tangahan ka muna before you can move on. I wanted to hate you pero you're still nice. Tama naman na I still should be thankful for that, at least you did not take advantage of my feelings.

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Haha. Fudge! Natatawa naman ako when I realized na

1) Ang babaw ng happiness ko

2) Ang bilis ko mafall in love

3) Ang clingy ko

4) Ang drama ko

5) Ang sensitive ko

6) Ang bilis ko masaktan

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My friend told me na she never expected that I responded that way. I've been the coolest adviser before, ang strong ko, sobrang basher ko, tapos ako din pala yung di susunod sa mga payo ko. Haha. Siguro dahil I was overwhelmed with his presence. Aba after 7 years, may nag appreciate ulit ng existence ko na opposite sex. Hindi ko counted si wechat boy kasi binola lang ako non. Nyaha. Tas wrong timing pala lahat. Feeling ko I was stuck with my teenage response about love. Baka nga tama si Alex when he said na I am immature. And sinisisi ko pa din si Eric on how I make decisions on love. Nakamove on lang ako sa kanya nung nalaman kong may family na sya. After 7 longest years of my life. Hindi ko nagawa yung rebound moves, kasi sinaktan din ako ni André, the jowa jowaan after him. Haha daming boylet. Lech! 

End rant.