Legal

Happy Birthday ex lover.
I won't try to reach you anyway.
I miss you though.
You won't even read my blog.
Welcome to being legal.

A okay

Today.

In your Adamson uniform 

And your happy face

With your funny gestures.

Damn, I miss you.

It's your birthday month. 

Poem 101: Hey Dream Guy

For you, who captured my heart in a charity event;

everybody's busy like you and me
everyone got some important duty
i am witH my peers, yOu're with your bestfriend
that moment's still stuck in my head

you talk to me, we exchange names, shake hands
my world stoPs, you were both cute and kInd
i kNow you're rich, a man i cannot reach
i smile, i see you're humble, i fall

hey dream Guy, i wantTo know more abOut you
hey aweSome, i like to gEt close to you
oh man, havE you ever think of me too
oh dear, i am longing to be with You

yOur smile really brighten up my day
i do admire yoUr charm in every way
i truly like that we're both fun-loving
mister outgoing, you Are amazing

is it cool for us to Go on a date
even if our lifestyle is different
yes i know, you're down to eArth
but will i get along with your wealthy family and friends

I wanna talk to you and laugh with you
through ups and dowNs i will be beside you
i will care and cheer for you, yes i do
because dear friend, i am in love with you

hold my hands, i will hold yours tighter
embrace me sweet, i'll embrace you sweeter
seal it with a kiss that we'll remember
hey dream guy, be with me 'til forever.

Circa: 02.23.2011

One Year

I woke up today differently. I felt there's something special. I check the calendar and it's 17th of September. On my way to the office alone, Aha, I figured what's happening today. Happy anniversary on being in love with you. It's been a year of hoping to see you somewhere. We could have been at the same place at the same time but we were not so destined to meet. Damn. Come on my way sooner. Come to my heart quickly. La la la la. Yah right, Jez, looser. Hopeless romantic. I honestly miss the feeling of being in love. Future boyfriend, pakibilis.

Other side of kwento: Mr.LoveatFirstSight is a LaSallian (I believe) and it's so timing that DLSU won 2nd place in Samsung UAAP Cheerdance Competition. Today, Sept.17, a year ago when I first laid eyes on you. I miss you.

Bothered

Do you feel the same spark I felt
Seems like our smile were connected
When you stand in front of me, I wish it won't end
But I never want this to be complicated
Better if we just become friends.

My last blog for 2010 is dedicated to you.

written 10.29.10

Dear Cutie Pie,

Hey! I am writing this letter because I am longing for you. It is exactly 6 weeks ago when you made me believe that there is such thing as love at first sight. I never knew it could happen until I laid eyes on you. And now, I look forward to second sight, third, fourth, and forever. Finding you gave me that big time happiness and inspiration. I have found the reason to get kilig again. Physically, you are the perfect man that I am dreaming of. Your hair, your face, your skin, your body built, your height, your fashion (that green shirt, denim pants, white chucks, and gray backpack I can never forget), everything just fit to the criteria of my ideal man. First impression is you're the cool guy, an average student who excels in class every once in a while, one who enjoys hanging out with friends, a guy who goes to church, obviously a rich kid but seems to very humble towards it, and most importantly, one who loves his family and very close to them. I've been thinking of you every now and then, hoping that our paths will meet again. I so miss you Mr.Perfect, I hope to be friends with you. Then you might be the one who'll fulfill my daydream fantasies, I honestly want to be your girl and eventually I want to call you as Mr.Right too. You have this special place in my heart, you're important to me. I'll be the happiest if I see you again and will be more blessed if God allow me to be more than your friend. You're so close yet so far. I miss you terribly. I regret the seconds I missed looking at you and for not wearing glasses just to see you clearer in my last look before we go on separate ways. I'll leave it to fate. I'm still very much thankful to God 'coz he created my perfect man in you. Love you lots.

hoping to see you again

Valentines Day is approaching,so here's my love confession for 2010...

I guess I wanna know him better. Forget about Zac Efron, Atom Araullo, Champ Lui Pio, and Yael Yuzon. He is an ordinary guy that has an extraordinary charm who captures my heart. I met him in a volunteerism activity. He is very friendly and nice, his smile is so warm, and he talks pleasant. Since that day, I can’t forget him. We’ve chat several times long ago and now I am missing it terribly. I know he’s very approachable yet I don’t want to be so obvious with my feelings towards him. I am so attached but my heart needs to relax, so I stay silent. I simply like him because of his personality, likes, and outlook in life. I major like him 3 months ago yet the feeling was gone months later. A simple greeting brought back the admiration. I found myself visiting his profile again and discovering things about him. It’s awesome to know that we could hang out by taking long walks, share our favorite chocolate, and listen in a funny radio show together. Yesterday, I am thinking of him, today, I am dreaming of him, perhaps tomorrow, I would want to be with him. We’ll never know sweetie, maybe someday the beat of our hearts will meet.