Poem 110: Catch Up

Impossible to be your girl but can you be my kuya;

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i am about to visit your sistEr's house

i dId not expect to see you in the yard

i Gladly greet you with a smile

and you reply with a Happy hi.

you ask me "how are you"

if i could just say "i miss you"

we high five like we always do

just like what besTfriends dO.

you said sorry for you are sorta sweaty

No worry 'coz you still look fragrant to me

i wanted to talk longEr but i'm on a rush

you weren't there anymore when i come back.

i am still wearing a big smile

although i regret the time that pass by

could've chat longer

cherish the minutes sweeter.

glancing at your home

trying to catch another glimpse of you

you might be walking

you might be looking for me too.

then i saw you outside

you are about to go to office

i wanted to say goodbye

'til i saw you walk by.

you seat and we talk

exchange random stories from our lives

and we laugh as we talk

and we're happy with this catch up.

I won't forget, Part 2

I decided to join halfheartedly AGAIN

But then I go home extremely happy.

When one isn't available for a meeting

And boss asks me to attend

I did, I seat, I listen.

On a crowded room 

I found his pretty face

Must be my favorite for the year

And I want to look at him forever.

He's adjacent to me

I should've seat beside him.

But still, a wonderful day

An earlier treat for my eyes

A forever treat in my heart.

I like you.I love you.
You're cute in blue.

Circa 12.10.12

#jfp

Poem 109: Surprises

Dear Future Man;

spent last nIght talking to you
i never stop telling the music i am into
you knew it very mucH
yOu always remember me when you heard that

thrilled about the uPcoming album
the girl who's rEcord i never stop plaYing
yOu are always listening
even if i am out of tUne While singing

One night i am nagging
you take home my mUsic pLayer thing
you fetch me in the morning
and i am not speaking

and we fight and you hate me
i act like a kiD, i knew you didn't get me
we're siLent in the car, we aren't talking
you play the stereO to lighten my mood swing

i heard a familiar Voice in the background
and i simply smilEd
you aSk 'did you like it?'
and i hugged you tight

you laugh out loud
and you stopped the car
then you teased me and you kiss me
and then i joyously cried

you kneW how to make me happy
you're such a sweetIe
you support the Fan girl in me
you adore The music i'm loving

you love the songs i love
you're always making me feel loved
i love you too much
even without the surprises you have.

Random Saturday Thought

I will never ever be a mistress because I once fall in love and hurt by a man who chose to have a mistress.

The Delightful Ten: Breaking Dawn Part 2

I've been a Twilight fan before it was adapted in film. Time flies so fast to realize that the movie saga is over. Yearly anticipation for a Twilight movie is over. I am overwhelmed for the epic finale and I remember the mixed emotions I felt--teary, happy, proud fan.

My Top 10 Delighted Moments will came from the awesomeness of the Breaking Dawn Part 2 movie;

1. Renesmee and Jacob love team. I'm a Jacob fan convert when they filmed New Moon. Although I knew that little Cullen will be Jacob's love interest during the Breaking Dawn, I waited for years just to see it and feel it real in the movie. Haha. It seems to be a May-December affair at first but when Nessie is all grown up, all the kilig in me just bursts out. ♥ Jacob's protection and care for Nessie is way too lovely.

2. The fatherly love. That moment when Charlie is so anxious about Bella's current condition. I am almost teary eyed during that father-daughter conversation on the Cullen's home.

3. Jacob's transformation in front of Charlie. Must be one of the funniest scene. And hottest! That moment when Jacob took his clothes off in front of the clueless Charlie. "I just want to show something." Hahaha. He was then transformed into a wolf.

4. The Invitation of the Witness. Vampire alliance FTW (for the win). This depicts that if you were kind hearted, the people (or should I say vampires) around you will support your fight to what is right.

5. Vampire-Wolves Alliance. Did I just say that vampire alliance is for the win. How about, vampires plus wolves. JUST PURE AWESOMENESS.

6. The encounter with the Volturi. That effective creepy, scary faces of The Volturi that gave me nervous breakdown. Too perfect for Halloween. I have to applause the casting and make up team. Adorable yet it bring me nightmares. I adore it much that I have to post two group photos and Aro's solo. Haha. Conflicting feelings.

7. Bella's strength and gift of shield. The super strength is not surprising for a new vampire. This adds to some funny moments in the movie, just like the fist fight with Emmett and the running scenes with Edward. The gift of shield was cute also. The realization why Edward can't read Bella's mind. She is indeed born to be a vampire.

8. Alice's bright ideas. I gotta say she's the most sassy, intelligent vampire. I love all her very matalino scenes. Upon seeing the future of Nessie's life in danger, she left a letter of advice to the Cullens, and left a clue found on the torn piece of a book. Then comes the passport idea, and the preparation for Jacob and Nessie's escape. And of course when she and Jasper come back during the Volturi encounter, and the twist that WOWed us. :)

9. The action scene. I love love the vampire power play, wherein they use each unique gift of abilities to fight each other. And the pugutan-ng-ulo-then-sunugan part. Bravo. Haha. The scene I am most affected that I almost cried is when Carlilse's head was torned. And when Aro's head was torned also, I don't know what feelings I felt. Just WOW.

10. The reminiscing. From Twilight to Breaking Dawn, I will love it for a thousand years.

Thank you for being part of my endless daydreams. :)

Twilight fan,

Red Tune

This got to be my favorite song from Taylor Swift's RED album, so far.

Track: "All Too Well"

Her hidden code: MAPLE LATTES--totally referring to the awesomeness she and Jake Gyllenhaal were sipping on during their very publicized date.
Meaning?: This is basically this album's "Dear John" song but it's totally about Jake. She refers to a guy who wore glasses when he was young (like Jake did!), Jake's sister Maggie and the scarf she wore in their coffee date pics.

Credit: /http://www.cambio.com/2012/10/23/taylor-swift-red-liner-notes-what-hints-did-she-leave-for-her/

all too welltaylor swift
i walked through the door with youthe air was cold, but soMething About it felt like home somehowand i left my scarf there at your sister's houseand you've still got it in your drawer even now
oh your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gazewe're singing in the car, getting lost uPstateautumn Leaves falling down likE pieces into placeand i can picture it after alL these dAysand i know it's long gone, and That magic's noT here no morEand i might be okay but i'm not fine at all
cauSe there we are again on that little town streetyou almost ran the red cause you were lookin' over at mewind in my hair i was there i remember it all too well
photo album on the counteryour cheeks were turning redyou used to be a little kid with your glasses in a twin sized bedand your mother's telling stories about you on the tee ball teamyou taught me about your past thinking your future was me
and i know it's long gone and there was nothing else i could doand i forget about you long enough to forget why i needed to
cause there we are again in the middle of the nightwe're dancing round the kitchen in the refrigerator lightdown the stairs, i was there i remember it all too well
well maybe we got lost in translationmaybe i asked for too muchbut maybe this thing was a masterpiecetill you tore it all uprunning scared, i was there i remember it all too well
and you call me up again just to break me like a promiseso casually cruel in the name of being honesti'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying herecause i remember it all, all, all...too well
time won't fly it's like i'm paralyzed by iti'd like to be my old self againbut i'm still trying to find itafter plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your ownnow you mail back my things and i walk home alonebut your keep my old scarf from that very first weekcause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like meyou can't get rid of it, cause you remember it all too well
cause there we are again and i loved you soback before you lost the one real thing you've ever knownit was rare, i was there, i remember it all too well
wind in my air you were there you remember it alldown the stairs you were there you remember it allit was rare, i was there i remember it all too well

Poem 108: Our Name

You're another one ideal man;

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Disclaimer: The poem isn't about Chris Tiu. But there's something there that will give you the clue. ;)

i never want to join
but i have to do so
silence while on the road
won't expeCting something good.

let the time pAss
doing what is task
talk to people around
smile to frieNds i found.

there i saW you standing
you arE discussing
you are explaining
all these reasons, i am half getting.

i am listening
you are talking
i am staring
end up still staring.

you toured us
as you talk still
i am watching you dear
haven't really focus on what are you saying.

and you Brought us to the the othEr house
i am on a daydream
and there inside i melt
when you ask and mention my name.

my smile seems to stay Forever
until we bid faRewell
i wIsh i'm with you longEr
on the road i waNder.

i am still overwhelmeD
on our way home i realized i haven't got your name
i wanted to ask but i am aShamed
'til they talk about you and finally drop your name.

Poem 107: Twice

I certainly hope you remember me;

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i was longing to See your face
it's been five mOnths since i saw your gaze
saw you jUst twice
counting from the very first day.

i am exciTed for november
your awesomeness i still remember
i am searcHing for you that night
but i haven't catch a sight.

where are you the whole evening
'til the last minute i am hoping
i thought i'd Count thrice
but i am back to twice.

unexpectedly saw you one tuesday
the minute that completed my day
and you did it again the next day
when i saw you walking in hallway.

must be lucky, i am happy
but it doesn't end theRe honey
i saw you twice that day
and we lOok at each other.

oh Wait i remember
i saw you pass by before that November night
doesn't count twice
it's actually thrice.

i love the second and third
fourth and fifth i won't forget
but the first and sixth was my favorite
days i won't regret.

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I finally figured out how to do the tab thing. And gush, it was so easy, why I learned about it just now. Teehee ;)

Two In One, Once Again

I posted this 3 months ago http://jezolores.blogspot.com/2012/07/two-in-one.html and . . . . . .

Tadah. ☺

I am such a happy fan girl when I found that my favorite girl celebrity and guy celebrity work again for one project. I am definitely having this. Ohh, did I see Maroon 5 also? ♥

Zac's 25th

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY, ZACHARY! ☺

Oh, by the way, I miss seeing you with this girl. I love you both. ♥

The Delightful Ten: The Phantom of the Opera

It's a rare chance for me to watch theater shows. I've seen local ones during college days and Nikay's starring role in Legally Blonde and Sweet Charity. Last month, a popular theatrical show, The Phantom of the Opera graces the Philippines for consecutive shows in Manila. My aunt is bugging me about watching it because of its greatness and she knew that it is internationally acclaimed. I've tried joining random facebook and twitter contest for free tickets. Unfortunately, I never win any. So we finally decided to open our wallets and check our pockets in order to purchase show tickets. I was able to buy 4 tickets for a Tuesday show, balcony level, last row, end to end. Hihi. Anyhow, I did enjoy the show. I am phantomized. :)

The Phantom of the Opera Top 10 Delighted Moments

1. The Phantom himself, Erik. Aaaah. But your name, I wasn't really happy. I forgive you, because that's K not C.

2. It was on the web when I see your lovely face. You're indeed handsome, Raoul. And your voice matches the face, lovely also.

3. Christine, which I love to pronounce as 'cris-teyn'. You're unbelievably an excellent performer.

4. The whole cast was extremely amazing. Thank you and congratulations for the awesome night.

5. My favorite scene has to be Christine and Raoul's "All I Ask Of You". Must be because I can sing along with it.

6. My favorite song has to be "The Phantom of the Opera" sung by Christine and Phantom.

7. My eyes brightens during the staircase number. The magic of the colors, the costume. Aaaah aaaah amazing.

8. The horror/terror part that made the show more exciting. All of it.

9. The cast that embraces the Filipino tradition and culture as they stay here for more that a month.

10. The plot of the story. I am planning to read the novel, it's just I don't have time. I am always tired. :(

These Last Few Days

I felt...

SICK. I am badly feeling sick last Sunday and Monday. I was out for work, and I don't like the feeling of thinking about work even at home. Stressing. :(

Block mate wedding. It feels like yesterday we are all strangers, wondering what college is all about, 'til we graduate, and took the board exam. Last Sunday, my batch mate Pam and Hadrian tie the knot. It was just an overwhelming feeling to be reunited with my C.E.mates as we witness the cerebration of love of our good friends. I hope we'll have this again, even not soon, but someday.

I wonder what company has the best customer service. Let's all face it, customer care will fail you, but not always.

The times when I wish I have significant other...
when I watch Maroon 5 and ZEfron alone
when we had our office mate excursion, bring your jowa version
when I attend my batch mate's wedding, bring your jowa version also

Company team building was a blast. I did enjoy the traditional games we played such as jackstone, chinese garter, pick up sticks, kadang kadang and patintero, all with a twist opkers. And I drunk alcohol after recovering from sickness. I survive still. And the awkward feeling when you approach me. You. Must be I really like you. I do.

When I realize that our paths shall cross again. :) Because a company event is coming soon. :))

When I still think of the guy who made me believe in love at first sight. Especially every 17th of the month. Just like today.

Photo by Taylor Swift

All the Taylor Swift songs from RED album popping up weekly, one of the reason why I am happy despite of all the fuss I am feeling. We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together, Begin Again, Red, I Knew You Were Trouble, State of Grace. ♥

Photo by @lynremo

And ADAM LEVINE's Bench billboard in EDSA. I almost died. I saw the billboard site bare when we pass by after a party, and the next day, Whoa, there you are honey!

#LoveTeam

The on screen  (and some are real) couple I adore through time. ♥ Love team fan girling.

Since Mara Clara - Judy Ann Santos and Wowie de Guzman

Since Pangako Sayo - Kristine Hermosa and Jericho Rosales

Since High School Musical - Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron

Since Pinoy Dream Academy - Nikki Gil and Billy Crawford

Since Princess and I - Kathryn Bernardo and Daniel Padilla

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itchyworms

Di...di naman talaga
Tayo mag-sinta
Pero gusto nila
Kahit ayaw mo
Bagay raw tayo
Di naman totoo
Mga yakap mo
Pang-eksena lamang ito

Di mo lang alam
Na nababaliw na 'ko sa iyo
Di ko na yata kaya to
Ang aking lihim na pakay
Ay ang lahat na ito'y gawing tunay

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

Si...sinungaling ka
Kapag may tao
Ay nilalambing mo ako
Pero pag wala
Ay sumasama
Turing mo sakin
Ay parang hangin
Bitin na bitin

'Di nila alam
Na sa dulo ng tagpo
'Di na patok mga linya mo
Nag-iiba ang iyong asta
Hanggang sa susunod na eksena

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

(Sana'y magkatotoo...wooh)

Sana 'wag mo kong sisihin
Kung 'di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit 'di naman seryoso
Sana'y magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito...

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