Thursday, December 28, 2017

she records memory
through diary and poetry
when feeling merry or weary 
when life is happy or sappy

of romantic starts
under morning skies, midnight stars
of sad remarks 
in the pouring rain, silent night

some shit happens
hassle pains, hard mistakes 
heartaches consume her
she stopped noting sad phrase

met a guy on carefree day
mesmerize with his pretty face
attracted with his ways
she got inspired to write again

of beautiful days
sunrise and sunset she chases
solitude and solace
i got inspired to write again
maybe she was desperate 
even so, still she’s delicate
the beginning meets the ending
on the twenty fifth evening
she was desolate
she caught another heartbreak 

Monday, December 4, 2017

my sea

for my best bud who got wed recently. i'll miss you.

you are a sea to me 
in you, i find serenity 
i run to you when things aren't easy 

until reality hits me
the sails got unsteady
you became waves that crash me

i had to go back to the city
i had to let my feelings free
accept that you and me aren't meant to be


Beginning

I remember it was Monday
In a place where I wasn't supposed to stay
I've been waiting since 9 am
You arrived 2 hours after

We went straight to business 
Checking walls and ceilings
Doors and windows punchlisting 
Eight units and nine slots of parking

Signing papers
Discussing pointers
Random teasing, we were laughing
Is this the beginning?

Will this turnover 
Be the turning point I'm after
Will this get farther
Or end up nowhere

We shake hands, bid goodbye 
Said thanks, take care
We part ways, I wonder
Will we ever meet again

Then came Wednesday 
I wore a black dress and sneakers
Hopeful to see you
Wanting to impress you

You smile when you saw me
My heart skip a beat
Random teasing, we were laughing
I can feel the beginning

Will this turnover 
Be the turning point I'm after
Will this get farther
Will this get to forever 

Your chill looks
Your interesting tattoos
Your nice cap and vans shoes
Yup, I'm attracted to you

I wanted to reach you
I can't stop thinking of you
Will you be my beginning
Be with me farther, forever

x