Thoughts in Bullet

• The merge somehow made me happy. Although chances were too late, you're at least closer to me.
• I am enjoying the view of you 'til I got struck when I saw your wedding ring. It was regretful and sad.
• Your humor and your handsome face will always be adorable to me.
• You're too cute when you dance.
• I enjoy being with you. I like your flirtatious gestures. But that was still a friendly, only friend zone moves.
• I glance your house everytime I had a chance. I hope we'll see each other again. I miss our conversations.
• I met a cute guy today! :) He had a girlfriend though, and the saddest part is -- he is jejemon. huhubels

Back to You

The circumstances are with me
I almost thought it's destiny
The chances for us to get closer
But never ever as my significant other.
*looking forward to that party*

11.11

You are stunning in your coat and bow tie
You stand out among the crowd
You look awesome on stage
The gentleman I've always desired
*true*
--
I wish we are casual acquaintance who can exchange smiles
Maybe we can be friends and hang out sometime
I hope there will be days that we'll talk a lot and laugh hard
*might come true*
--
We could've toasted our drinks until we got tipsy
You'll held my hand as we walk slowly
I'll seat in the passenger's seat as you drive me home safely
You'll whisper good night and kiss me
*won't come true*

Untitled

Dearest,

Someone told me an unexpected news today. It was about a young man, it was about the guy I admire. It was about you. I was emotionless. I hardly reacted because I don't know what should be the most appropriate feeling. Am I supposed to feel sad, or jealous, or hurt? At the end of the day, I realize it wasn't about my feelings, it was all about you.

You're 21, young, free-spirited, imaginative, talented. Yet you are confused with what you like, with what you have, with the world. I surely know that what happened was a thing you didn't expected. I'm happy that you bravely accepted it though.

You are in my thoughts tonight.

You are journeying a good path as you follow the lead. But you decided to make your own way that turned out to be the wrong route. It was not a dead end but there's no u-turn. Walk still. You cannot go back but your mistakes can help you in finding the right way.

You seem to be academically intelligent but why did you waste the opportunity? I actually hate you for that. I hope you can share your arguments with me so I can understand you.

Your youth shall be rejoiced but you put a period. In the next days, there will be a responsibility that shall be greater than your love for oneself.

I don't know what your family felt and how did they reacted but after all I certainly know that the little one will bring joy to them.

Your love songs will then be lullabies.

Listen to your parents, young man, they surely know best.

You are lucky to have end up with your one great love. Take care of her and the infant she bears.

Happiness for you, S. :)

*please correct my grammar,i'm wide awake at 1am,late na naman ako bukas*

Lost

I am lost for words and creativity and sense. Sarry.
Yes, I am lost. Meh!

I found you cute the first time I saw you
But it was not enough for me to like you
Yet tonight I felt a spark
As you were beside me in the dark.

(Ano ba ang gusto mo, lalake o babae? E kaso mukang lalake naman ang gusto mo)

I am glad to see you last 24th and 31st
You talk smart and I won't bother listening all day
Your humor is as usual adorable
I still hope we can be friends.

I am very sure that I am over you
I stopped anticipating any word from you
Until an unexpected message came
It got me confused again.

Sorry I'm not sorry

I wonder how worse would it feel when you found out that the new employee in the company you work for is your ex? Surely it was awkward at first. There will be gossip and teasing and interrogation. On the other hand, it might give way for second chance at love. Errr. It's still really awkward. I do not believe in love is lovelier the second time around. Sorry I'm not sorry.

Your flirtatious way is cute at times but it's a turn off too. I assume you mean it when you touch my hand. Huh. 

Sorry but I get pissed off when people brag too much about school they haven't gone to. Your alma mater is just the branch campus. Oh please, tsssss.

I guess I'll be seeing you a lot on the 7th ha. I opened my email and there I saw your name. I eventually felt the butterflies rumble in my stomach along with the unusual heart beat. The happy memories of you flash back and I felt unfeigned joy. I'm glad I haven't experience too much heartache from you. 

I surely got a crush on you.

I just can't get over with Mr. and Mrs. Tiu. I felt involved with the love story. Haha

The Cs and other Cs

Yesterday's funniest tweet conversation goes to The Tiu siblings (& cousin).

Credit to Giecel Rempillo via Facebook

The Cs

What does it take for a relationship to be ideal? How do we measure if love is perfect or at least almost? The love story of Chris Tiu and Clarisse Ong has to be one the ideal romances I know.

Throwback to the day I saw The Cs in person. 08.19.2012

I am not much of a believer of young love destined to be married although I've met people with same stories. I don't have fate for puppy lovin' journey to forever until I knew the story of Clarisse and Chris or I may call the Cs. Clarisse is the first and only girlfriend of Chris and Chris is the first and only boyfriend of Clarisse. Is it ideal to love just one partner or is it better to experience heartbreak and learn from it until you found the one? We may have different opinion about it but for the Cs, having your first love as your last love is way too perfect. 

I have too much admiration for the Cs because they managed to keep their love life private despite that Chris is a media personality. Even the wedding didn't came abuzz until 3 weeks after. They must have been careful enough not to announce the wedding because girls might crash the ceremony. Haha. Just kidding.

I know that one of the very reason why their relationship lasted is because of their value for chastity. I remember a friend told me that one secret of maintaining a long term relationship is because "Hindi pa nila ginagawa ang mga bagay na dapat ay pang mag-asawa lang". In that way, the couple will have something to reserve for marriage. The magic of honeymoon and the spark of it is just lovely. It's a matter of waiting for the right time, the right moment with the right person to make love. I remember reading an interview with Chris that he and her girlfriend never travel alone together and they weren't sharing bed during out of town. Such a gentleman. Another article I read told that Chris was turned off on pornography and has turned down an endorsement that will require him to bare his upper body. He grew up with values indeed. Lord, may duplicate ba sya? Hihi

The differences in values which is one of the causes of break up must not become a problem for the Cs. Both came from Chinese-Filipino family, born in the same generation, went in the same school, and sacred Catholic, it was easy for the Cs to understand each other. The same values and traditions they had has contribute to having a healthy, well-grounded relationship.

Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Tiu! ❤️ May your journey to forever be filled with faith, joy, and love. God bless!

I wonder how far shall I go to meet the ideal man so we can start the ideal relationship. Gah, I feel old.

Chris and Clarisse

Credit to Judith Maesh via Twitter

I wanted to blog my thoughts on their wedding but I got no words written. I wanted to share the few things I know about the two of them and I wanted to express the mix feelings I had but I got empty statement.

I'll forever adore your husband, Clarisse. 

Related article: http://www.spin.ph/sports/basketball/special-reports/meet-the-shy-childhood-sweetheart-who-became-mrs.-chris-tiu

Those Nights

• Those nights I anticipate to see your name in my friend request notification or at least in my message box.
• Those nights I realize how happy and contented you are with your current relationship. It's nice to know you weren't publicly cheesy. Or not.
• Those nights I felt terribly jealous but I can't do anything but stare. It's actually painful.
• Those nights I melt when I see your pogi face and hear your pogi voice.
• Those nights when I wonder what could I be doing if I had not known you.
• I  like you. I hate you. I love you. S

For Mama's Birthday

You know very well that I grow up being a fan of many artist. I remember adoring celebrities at young age. We used to watch Villa Quintana at night, then became die hard fan of Judy Ann in Mara Clara. I can clearly recall when you use to buy me posters and create collage of Juday and Wowee. There came other popular Pinoy artists and you supplied me monthly copy of Starstudio magazine. I've been aficionado of international boy bands too and you bought me cassette tapes of those. There comes also Kristine-Jericho, Mark Herras, and Hale in my fan girl life. Up to now when there is Nikki Gil and Chris Tiu and more and I am very glad to have shared that idol-fan moments with you. You have your list of favorite icons too, from Juan Rodrigo to Rudy Fernandez to Joey de Leon to Daniel Razon. 

For many years we've been loving public figure because they are good with their crafts and they somehow made us relate our lives to them, become inspiration, and made us smile. Here's one thing I wanted you to know--long before I admire those celebrities, there is one person I can brag to be her biggest fan. And that is you, Mama! Having you as my mom is a blessing I am forever be thankful for. Here are 23 reasons why I idolize you and love you:

1.because of unconditional love you are giving to our family

2.for being at papa's side through the happiest and toughest time

3.for instilling in us the value of education

4.because you taught us to be God fearing

5.for the sacrifices and understanding. There are very rare moments that you've been mad to me. You're too kind.

6.for being an awesome supporter and proud mother

7.for influencing me to love books and music

8.for the discipline

9.for being brave at almost everything

10.for being my buddy, my bestfriend

11.for always listening and for giving sound advices

12.for spoiling me at times

13.for the wonderful bed time stories

14.for being my inspiration to dream big for my career

15.for the laughter we shared, for tears we shed.

16.for being appreciative

17.for the unsolicited embrace whenever you felt I needed

18.for perfectly doing the mama duties

19.for the values you taught us

20.for being open and for listening to our love stories

21.for being optimistic

22.for trusting me

23.for being my consultant

My 23 years of existence is worth living because you are my mother. You are simply the best. Thank you for everything and I love you. Happy happy birthday!

Truly your fan,

your daughter Maye :) 

Tsk.

I.SERIOUSLY.SHOULDN'T.HAVE.MESSAGE.HIM.IN.FACEBOOK.pfffft.

O.o

September 5th, 6th, and 7th

05.

I wish someday someone would write a poem for me.

Thank you for recognizing my smile. I'll always do if you ask me to. You're one of the few who appreciates. You're a good guy, we can be good friends.

It's always nice seeing you again. We're together again and I'm glad.

Heart is breaking last night and today and tomorrow. I never imagined I'll be attached to you that much.

06.

It's not even one freaking month. Can love at least be good to me? I guess I don't have to feel this and I hate what I am feeling now. The heartbeat isn't normal and I hate it. I really hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please stop hurting. :(

07.

Today happened to be one of the days that I wanted everything slow. I badly needed time to escape from work, from heartbreak, from emotions. If only we can spare a moment that is silent and peaceful and blank and free. Let feelings be extraordinary or at least worthy. I am sad.

Poem 119: S

i've spent too much time on daydreaming

i've invested too much Feelings

i've dreamt a happy future with yOu

but I guess this won't come true.

i imagine you in your blue unifoRm

tall and handsome college boy

with t-Square and plates hang on your shoulder

but you can never draw our lives together.

should I take the risk

to the Love i can't resist

will it be worth to pursue

or should i stop thinking of you.

i guess i'm so much into you

i have picture an ideal man in you

it all started in a story about debut

until i became attracted to eVerything about you.

i recently escape an unhappy dreAm

you rescue the loneliness within

i am Not always brave

i almost thought i am saved.

until i saw you beside a girl

listening music,preparing breakfast,watching movie

you became like some other guy

who just come to make me fall then bid goodbye.

you won't' understand me

coz you never knew me

we could be connected thru people around us

but in my path you might not pass.

September Thought

I. From Sunday to yesterday and today, your smile means to me. I'm glad that we're talking now. Your jokes in between are way too cute. :) 

II. We may not label ourselves as best friends but our conversations can prove how much our friendship have grown through time. I always enjoy our funny and happy and serious talks. 

III. Dear young man, I hope you are worth the wait.

Dream guy is now a dad.

Yes, you're a daddy now. :)

My dreams with you may be shattered but I am sincerely happy for you.
May your family be filled with love and joy. Congratulations.  :)
Maybe I can meet your son someday.

Always your fan girl.

I suddenly remember my fan girl moments with you.

The days when we used to talk, days when I hear you sing live, days when you smile to me.
I am kilig with the unexpected tweet. Feeling ko nagsmile ka personally.
I regret not going to that Alphaland gig though.
See you soon, Yraz. I miss you. And Kuya Yan, too.

Forgive and Forget

It is never easy. I hope things will be better sooner.

I cried today.

Love Rant

From a happily married man, to a guy who is an expectant daddy, to an adorable boy who seems to be in a relationship and younger than me. Why love has to be soooooo much complicated for me. I am in love at all times but it's been ages, retro, dragon time since I had this bfgf thing called relationship. Deymn. How long is your journey, Mr. Right? Call me maybe.

Nikki's ASAP Statement

This is one of the moments that I wanted to hug Nix real tight.



This birthday prod is indeed a mix of all emotions. I watched this past 6am today, and I found myself in tears. Nikki is a wonderful person who deserves a wonderful life. She is fulfilling her dreams one step at a time and the people around her is very supportive in every step. From being a commercial model, she became a tv personality, a singer, a VJ, and a theater actress.

I am glad that my chinito crush, Chino Lui Pio is one of her closest friend. Myx life is fun life. I wish Nikki to have many more years in Myx. She is an awesome VJ, I know, you know. :)

A big thanks to the theater production who see and believe in Nikki's talent. She didn't fail you, right?! I hope she'll have more plays to perform. Nikki as Elle Woods and Charity and Sonia is remarkable.

Nikki has also turned to be one of the brilliant drama actress. She is open to learn everything about the craft and that is truly a dedication. She has put all the passion and heart to the previous projects and many will be glad to see her again in a drama role. Be ready for Maria Mercedes, Nixters! :)

I'm happy also for Nix because she have real friends in the showbiz industry. A support and love from the people in same industry you work for is way too important. Being in the same business makes them understand how life is, and the ups and downs in it. I'm glad she has friends from behind the camera.

As much as I fangirl a lot, Nikki is a fan of many artists too. Ms. Lea Salonga is one of them and I can feel the giggles and happiness everytime she had an encounter with her. Aaaah, I can relate to her very much. More fan girl moments for you, Nix. Alicia Keys is coming.

The ponytail dance is fun filled. She's very gorgeous in the dance floor. And of course, the singing is undeniably superb.

All the things in the video is just heartwarming, and positive, and inspiring that I have to blog about it. I am very proud of you, Ate!

To the bestest friends ever, Iya Poks and Shaina Dowr, a huge, huge thanks. The true meaning of friendship is what you made us see and feel. I admire how you cheer her up, and stand by her in the toughest time. Happy days are coming your way. :) Celebrate friendship forevah!

I pray that Nikki's dream "to be whole again" will come true. Like what I said to Nikki in one message, "Your laughter and smile is contagious. Be happy everyday! :)"

We met

...in a dream of a common friend.

You are interesting. :)

Happy 26th Ate Nix! :)

There are some days I still cannot believe that I met you

Times that I still wonder if this is true

You are a person I look up to

You are an inspiration as I always tell you.

The happy days with you and the Nixters

Everyday I remember

Friendship I will treasure forever

We are friends, we are sisters.

When you call me engineer

I always smile dear

Thanks for being proud of me

Thanks for encouraging me to be the best that I can be.

You are a kind hearted being

Who deserves the Creator's blessings

I pray that your dreams may come true

Peace and happiness may be with you.

You are admired and loved by many

You are surrounded with amazing friends and family

You are sweet, smart, gorgeous, pretty

I wish you'll have a great birthday, Ate Nikki!

Thank you

I miss you

I love you

Happy Birthday to you! :)

your fan girl forever,

Poem 118: Regal

I like you;

from the day i've heard about you

i cannot stoP thinking of you

i had no idea what you look like

any vision wasn't that cleaR enough.

i read your string of wOrds

way better than the poems i wrote

mine is nonsense like this

Creations you'll never notice.

you draw stRikingly

being with you could be lovely

let's mAke a Story

a real life beauty.

your voice melts me

you sing beauTiful melody

heart beats swIftly

dreams too maNy

i cAn never be the perfecT gal

may nOt even be ideal

but maybe we can be pals
make love that's Right and regal.

Pffffft

You know I cant love you like this.
So please just let my feelings be for now at least until- S

Feelings

There are unhappy days, stressful days, steady days, and joyful days. The past days seem to be combination of all feelings.

1. There are highly respectable professions as commoners would think. Can we at least manage to do the stereotype? Some respect and admiration aren't easy to regain when lost.

2. The magic of surprises are always wonderful. I am the happiest, well at least the second happiest because my friend has a cool guy crush. The sweet participation during the surprise skit, the cake he holds for her, the resemblance on their smiles, the captured photo. Everything just felt positive. I hope it will go far. But he has a girlfriend. 

3. My friend wanted this one guy to for me. She has said all the good things about him and he almost pass to my ideal guy checklist. He is athletic, intelligent, rich, religious, family-oriented, will be getting a degree title sooner and not chinito but a cutie. Let me mention that he is a musician, a singer, composer, and knows how to play musical instruments too and he blogs and he draws beautifully. BUT my friend likes him (although I have her blessing), and he’s still studying, and he’s young, and maybe he won’t like me. I may be his opposite.

4. There is a line between being a girl and being a woman, that I may call being a lady. I’m glad I am enjoying the best of both worlds. My lovely colleagues are too awesome. I’m glad I can talk a lot now, and listen and learn. Everyday is to be thankful for. Life is serious, mature, light, and fun. I’m happy to have my girls around. I’m happy to be back in optimistic mind set.

5. There is a difference between being a boss and a leader. Is it hard to practice common courtesy? I hope you’ll realize. Respect is a big word.

6. They say girls are multitasker. I guess I am guilty, I do it everyday.

7. Some may not adore rain because of its emo feel. I love the positivity on it however. Somehow the idea of walking and dancing under the rain is delightful. Thanks to Taylor Swift for making us realize.

8. I am interested about you. Would you mind telling about your cradle? I like you in stories. Tell me how you procrastinate? J I like your silhouette photos. 

9. And I melt just now. Until this very second. Shet, di yata tayo bagay.

Hummy

There’s so much I wanted to say, there’s too much emotions I wanted to burst out, and there are still stories left unclear. This break up has put all the feelings, rumbles, and questions to mine the past week. 

The main people affected is part of my life. I may not be close enough to them but I am a witness to their love story because I get to know both of them personally, face to face, got to share conversations and laughter. Sometimes I still can’t believe I’ve actually met them. But one thing I have to believe in is the two had to go separate ways. There have been lots off confusions and conclusions to this fuss but who are we to judge. The two were the only ones who can give us the answers but respect for privacy could be the most appropriate to give. Yes they are public figure but whether a celebrity or a regular citizen, we all have reasons to get hurt, cry, and be sad. Could we at least make life fair to them? But it can never be. 

I admire those who understand and I hope those who meddle had at least the reason to care. We all tend to get broken and when we know that people around us care and love us, acceptance and moving on would be easier. 

Our lives weren’t different to them. We get lost, we hurt people, we make decisions we weren’t sure if good. We were left by people we love, we fight for a relationship, we let go. We feel the anger, we go trough in denial stage, we accept, and then we move on. We cling again to destiny, to happy ever after, to dream come true, to true love. After all it’s amazing to love and be loved.

Gotta love August 1

I always look forward to beginnings. Although everyday, we can always do a good start, it's a stereotype that we do plans, goals, or resolutions during transition periods. It's more like I'll get a new hairstyle on August, I'll exercise starting Monday, I'll organize my files on the next quarter, or I'll be a health buff after New Year's Eve. So we welcome the 8th month today and we've been reading and hearing "August, please be good to me" e inaano ka ba ni August. My 1st day with Pareng August is actually a good one!

I woke up late than the usual. I did my morning routine then I left home. Today was one of the days I wish I had wake up early. I had a hard time waiting for the transportation going to work. It took me almost 30 minutes of waiting. During the travel time, I glance at my watch every now and then. The train is also too busy as it used to be. I guess I am late in the office for 5 minutes which is way too far to my usual 2-hour early bird employee.

I do my work errands, updates, paper works, etc. I went to site for a quick house turnover to client. After that, we headed to the mall to grab some lunch with lots of kwento in between . We went back to office and still continued eating, a choco mallow and cheesecake this time for dessert.

Maybe you're wondering what is amazing with that usual day of a regular employee. I'm weirdo at times but not today. The highlight of my day is seeing my crush. (So do you really think I'm weird?) He wasn't just this ordinary guy that i found cute or witty or what, he is actually my ideal guy. There have been blog post and poems and happy writings about him.

All the while I thought I was over him until that very moment...when I thought the feelings were gone, the daydreams were forgotten, and the acceptance had happened, the almost empty love I had goes up, recharged, and full of dreams yet again.

He passes by our cubicle and he glances at me I assume. My heart beats fast, my face blushes, and my smile is endless. My universe has stopped for a while and I stand up to make sure that it was him and to find out where is he going.

All the feelings were reminisced, all the things from the beginning just flashes, and I am back to be the girl who's hopelessly in love with the guy who is unfortunately in a relationship. Just another fail moment in love.

After an hour there was a commotion that happened inside the office which made us into panic mode. When all was buzzing and walking and asking, my world just stops again as I stare the guy of my dreams. He could've been my dream come true only if he wasn't into a commitment. Damn it. Why do guys that I like we're all complicated when paired to me. Guess I'm the looser here. Anyway, I'm just too happy that I finally, after 7 months, I get to see him again. His checkered top, and the boss's bag he's carrying and his more matured face. You seems better now and happier and smarter. My love for you that I thought was almost empty goes overflow and become unlimited again.

Was it destined that we are now under the same boss? I hope to see you more often. Maybe it wasn't love at all. I'm very vocal on wishing to have a guy bestfriend or an older brother. Maybe we can. Can we?

Happy August ahead!

The Journey to Finding The One

This is a lame post so don't bother reading. I just wanted these feelings be remembered.

You're always aloof to me. Can we at least give friendship a chance? I like you and I always look forward to talking to you. But it seems I wasn't existing. When will you ever notice me?

It was nice to have random group conversation with you. Your humor is always lovely.You also sing good. You're smart. If only we can carbon copy your personality and your pogi face. You're too awesome. And will always be too awesome for me, for us girls.

I confirmed that the guy I adore in the past was different from you. You seem nice and I felt we had this connection. You're a cutie. Should I try to pursue this feelings? The first two weren't a success. Should I try? Can we try? Is it worth it?

Your chinito face is relaxing. You are the image of my daydream guy-intelligent, good looking, rich yet humble, family oriented. There is something missing but maybe we can work it out. Let's be friends?

Sigh everyday.

Nikki Gil on MMK

After Nikki Gil's Apoy sa Dagat performance as young Odessa, we've heard follow up requests from people who wants to see more of her in drama projects. I watch Apoy sa Dagat up to date and still get astound when they flashback the young Odessa scenes. We mostly see Nikki as bubbly and lively girl, nonetheless, she proves to us that she can be genuinely amazing on acting roles. Let's not forget her outstanding performance in Mundo Man ay Magunaw and other past roles in Nagsimula sa Puso, Pieta, The Red Shoes, and many more.

When Nikki announced that she'll be having a MMK (Maalaala mo Kaya) episode, her fans got too thankful and too excited. Some did their own promotions, some had exchange of exciting conversations, and some did their countdown to 7:30pm of June 22nd.

The wait is over then. I bet some of Nixters/Nillys opened their television and watch Wansapanataym so they won't miss the start of MMK. And I bet they are all glued from the time Ms. Charo said "Dear Charo" until the end when the most awaited title was flashed.

The story revolve around the relationship of sisters named Precy, the eldest, and Agnes, the youngest. The setting is in a province wherein the residents do farming for a living. Being in a big family, Precy is responsible enough as a breadwinner. She love and protect her family, she is brave and sacrificial. What is touching about the story is the strong and happy bond of sisters Precy and Agnes. They are usually together in the river where Precy do the laundry, and Agnes always teases her by asking permission to play then being out of Precy's sight in a few. Precy will panic and Agnes will appear on her sister's back, embracing her.That moment was the time when you wanted to hug your siblings, too.

Precy met Lando, a landowner who owns a house and a carabao. They went thru the courting stage, became magnobyo, and eventually got married. It was painful when the sisters talk about letting go of each other, as Precy has to go to another chapter of her life with her husband. 

Precy and Lando had their children, 1 boy and 1 girl. Precy became a housewife who takes good care of her family. However, she still worries about the family she left. There are times when her mother visits their house and borrows money from Lando. A big fight happened between the couple when Lando throws the money to Precy’s mother as sign of his anger. Lando was pissed off because he thinks that Precy’s family is still dependent on them. To Precy’s defense, her family works for Lando’s land in return, and remembers Lando’s promise that they will still help them even if they have their own family. Precy decided to work again in farm so she can help her mother and siblings yet it became the reason of another fight with Lando.

Due to poverty, Precy asks Lando if Agnes can stay at their home and provide for her studies. Lando is okay with it and become too nice to his wife’s sister. However, another challenge arises to Precy’s life when their mother got sick. Precy then decided to try applying for a work abroad in order to get a bigger income. She only tells Lando about it few days before she is about to fly to the Middle East. Lando disapproves it yet she still pursues her 2 year contract. She is lucky enough to work for a good employer. She also communicates easily with her family in the Philippines. One day, Precy got bothered when she wasn’t able to talk to her sister for consecutive days. She then found out that her sister got pregnant and the father is his husband. Precy got mad and breakdown.  She went home and still very angry with everybody. She felt betrayed by everyone. Precy went to the province where Agnes and Lando live. She is too mad to see both of them with their daughter, and her youngest child with Lando. She felt so miserable. Precy brings her youngest child back with her.

Precy continued her life in their town, still going through the pain. Her mother talks to her about getting Agnes back with them, as she worries about her current life with Lando. Precy granted her mother’s request and she goes back to bring Agnes with her daughter home. Lando was left alone.It took time for Precy to forgive her  sister. Agnes told Precy that she was just forced and blackmailed by Lando that’s why she got pregnant.  It was another scene in the river that gave the way for the sisters to reconcile. It was very heart warming and was probably my third teary eyed moment as I watched the story.

In a conversation, Agnes admits to Precy that she loves Lando. The story ended when Agnes decided to go back to Lando’s life together with their daughter. Precy moved on and find the heart to forgive and heal the wound. At the end it will still be as simple as “dahil magkapatid kayo.”

Nikki once again showcases her acting prowess. That was one proud fan moment for me. Nikki has this sincere emotion that affects the viewers. There are many drama shows but only few can make you cry physically and inside. This “Ilog” episode by MMK is worth the watch, not time wasting, and definitely taught us a lesson. Congratulations also to Nikki Bagaporo, Matt Evans, and co-actors who did well in their acting. To their directors and everyone behind the scenes, my admiration is with you guys also. I guess all it takes are genuine actors, unusual yet real story, good timeslot, and appreciative viewers. 

We will definitely watch out for more projects for Nikki Gil. A primetime teleserye would be great.

Congratulations Nikki for the trending topic and the highest viewers rating over the weekend. :) You're a star shining in a bright light. :)